Seize the day

I couldn't believe that the case competition is finally over. I knew that I didn't make a perfect job there; I am very sorry for my team that I probably have blown up the team performance. I just couldn't open my mouth during the practise session and suddenly gave up the role. It was the worst time in my life when I couldn't do something important for something's bigger than my own interest.

Maybe I took it too seriously, as always. It is obvious. A lot of things in me need improvement and change. I don't wanna be perfect; I just wanna be better each day (which was not what happened these days). I enjoyed being here but at the same time I felt that I missed so many other things. I don't know how to make it even at the end. I miss Miss K very much; too much that I couldn't even think about it anymore.

Two Ks in my life now: Kaylia and Kelley. I wanted them in my life before I finally live with them. I am gonna see how they can perfectly match to each other next semester.